Laid my mother to rest today

The viewing and funeral was setup very nicely and we had a wonderful turnout. Thank you to everyone who came to show their love and support for my mother, Amy Connelly. She will be missed so much. 

I hope you're finally at peace mum and the pain than once plagued you is now alleviated. I love you more than you'll ever know. One day we'll be reunited. 

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Missing my mom so much

Right now. The pain of loss is near debilitating and I'm not sure when (or if?) It will pass but right now I just ache...My entire body just aches. Past events are flooding my mind and I cannot get around them to find rest. 

It's going to be a great Xmas. 😔 

RIP Mom

My mother passed away December 20th, 2018 at 2:10pm. 

I am absolutely heartbroken and a void has been created that can never be repaired. I will always love you Mom and your presence will be constantly missed.  

You've taught me so much and are my greatest hero. Although you only lived half a lifetime, you battled many times more than that and I am so grateful to have called you my mother and proud to be your son.  

You are forever in my heart, always in my dreams and never forgotten. It is with the heaviest of hearts and it pains me so much to say this, but I hope you are resting peacefully and your pain has finally been vanquished. 

For the millionth time, but certainly not the last, I love you Mom. 

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Update on Mom

My mother went into the hospital on October 25th to receive her lung transplants and she's been in the ICU the past 56 days fighting for her life. I've been at her side through it. 

 It's not looking like she's going to make it. It's been an incredibly tough time for me (and my family) and I'm weighing what I want to do in the future. I was working on four videos but they won't be coming anytime soon, if ever. 

I'm going to take some time the next few weeks to do some soul searching and think some things over. 

Thanks guys.